She has the power

to say,
"No".

I don't for see that happening.
All the same,
I have given her that power over me.

Maybe that's why my mind has asked, "uh, just what exactly are we doing here?"

Interesting.

Just as I openned up to the possibilities of lovers and women and their passions and bodies,
I have at that moment decided, I have found someone who makes all those possibilites of lovers and women and their passions and bodies
moot.

I don't want but one thing.
Connection.

Which I have found so shortly after openning up to the possibilities of women.